I Havoth Mine! Did You Get-eth Yours?

Sunday, January 04, 2009

Oh yeah and other stuff that's happened since 2005

  • I travelled all over the US.
  • I worked as a property manager at a storage place in Grapevine TX
  • I worked at asoftware company, calling upon my old reliable skills as a software//bookkeeping analyst...that turned into my current gig as a consultant.
  • My cat companion disappeared but witnesses say that he was carried off by some children and an adult who took him away from me. Despite Lost posters advertising a reward, he was gone. I miss him so much. He was the best friend I've ever had, maybe even better than the humans I've known.
  • I got a boyfriend who is 15 years older than me, and I have more problems with that than he ever will. But he's good to me.
  • I got to see the Hoover Dam at dawn recently. It was beautiful and people may not know this but they will be soon closing the road that goes across the dam forever as traffic is rerouted to a new bypass. So I'm glad I took the time.
  • I went to Vegas by myself, like a grownup, in September 08, and I ain't saying a word! lol.
  • My oldest son, Sean got married, had a baby boy, Barrett Randall Bunch, on Aug 7 2008 and then he divorced the mommy, Jessica. They still live together but I guess that marriage licensing and paperwork was stifling their love creativity. I don't get it but they are doing fine, and I am not the one to tell them how love works.
  • My daughter Megan is still in the restaurant business, but not in college yet. Hope continues that she will go do something else Important, but I know she'll make it work for her...sooner or later.
  • My son, Alex went into the Navy and got out again. Now he lives with me and Randy and it's crowded but he really is trying his very best to not take up too much space. He is working and as soon as he gets on his feet financially, he'll be moving on.
  • My relationship with my ex-hubby, Alan has grown in a deeper friendship than ever. But we made the right decision.
  • I have worked hard to take the hatred, anger, jealousy and pettiness out of my life and for the most part, I've won back that part of myself I liked when I was young. But I now realize that some of that anger stuff, gave me impetus and energy to DO POSITIVE STUFF! So I gotta figure out how to get more motivated with out being self-destructive. Why does anger and sadness and loss make for the best art and work time for me? I'm most productive when I'm miserable? I am still seeking a way around that loophole in my personality or id or ego and whatever else you call it.
  • In the past four years, I've unlearned some things I may need to get back to be successful. Like self-discipline.
  • In the past four years, I've learned a lot about how much I love this planet and her peoples.
  • In four years from now, I hope Obama has been all he promised to be, and we are preparing for his 2nd inauguration.
  • I hope I learn back some of the very best survival tricks I learned to get to here. And have the energy to use them to make some cash for my kids so they'll all get degrees from college. That's my dream. (Dear IRS, please let me keep my money and none of the Bunch's will ever be on welfare!)

Adieu, Havoth.

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