So It's come to this...

So – I am the caretaker…I won’t pay for my own health needs, and will only find myself paying for others. Even when he commits petty theft from me.

 

I want so much for her to not blame me, but I understand her need to not condemn herself. I love her and that means unconditional. Right? I fell betrayed because she accuses me of what I want to feel but haven’t. She executes me for what I could have said/felt/done/thought, but didn’t. She walks alone needlessly.

 

For my daughter….

 

---because I can, that's why...Probably loving you too...

Havoth